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Friday, January 4, 2008

A night at home

Tonight, Grammy is watching GG. So, to live it up, Dave and I decided to cook dinner and watch a movie! We're crazy I tell ya'! We're watching, "The Heartbreak Kid" and I'm on the ole blog. The movie seems pretty good so far.

I've finally gotten so used to the idea that I'm leaving my job, that I'm actually excited that tomorrow is my last day! I sure am going to miss it, though. I think I've made some friends there that I'll keep forever and I always enjoyed the newness that each day had to offer. My work was always drama filled!

I was driving home today and all of a sudden I had this great rush of fear that starting this coming Monday, I am going to be a "stay-at-home mom." I'm scared. I have this incessant need to be organized and I have been tempted all evening to set up an excel spreadsheet of my week planned ahead. Like, I will set aside different days and times for different household chores, IE. grocery shopping on Tuesday, laundry on Thursday, etc. I fear that my staying at home with Gabriella will lead to a bunch of chaos involved days with absolutely nothing getting accomplished and eventually I will go insane proceeded by a huge nervous breakdown. Hopefully, I'm worrying for nothing and it will all be okay. Yikes.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You sound just like me! Not that you asked for advice, but I will say that you will find your pattern. You will have fun as you build friendships w/ other stay-at-home moms and find activities. I can't wait to hear more from you. I sent you an email awhile back - write when you can... Happy 'retirement'!
Love, Julie